Nobody will like me

I was very skeptical to start a blog. I was afraid once everyone saw how emotionally retarded (as much as I hate that word, I can't believe I used it.) I really am and the dirty mouth I have that none of my friends would like me anymore.

I always try to be diplomatic and stay on everyone's good side.

I have serious issues.

Seriously.

Very low self esteem. A need to have EVERYONES approval. I want everyone to like me. I try to never rock the boat, scared that someone would think even less of me than they probably already do.

Told you I had issues.

So, I thought I would try anyway.

I could always blame my incoherent ramblings on a traumatizing childhood incident. It wouldn't be a lie. There are many to choose from.



Well, anyway...

I hope I still have friends after this