Weary

I've started working a new shift we work.

11pm-7am Monday through Friday. Then Saturdays 4pm-9pm and sometimes to 2am.

This Saturday I will work 5am until 9am and then 4pm until 2am.

I get off in a few minutes. It's 6:57 am.

What was I thinking?

I have always had a problem going to sleep. Much prefer the nighttime to the daytime. I always have.

I'd been taking sleeping pills to try and help me go to sleep. They don't so much as help me go to sleep, but once I am, they help me stay that way.

I do fine until about 5 am. That's when I want to go to sleep. lol

I lost my mind.... again.

Hopefully I'll get use to this soon.

But for right now? My body's weary... just so damn weary.