What do I want to be when I grow up?

You know, that's a very good question.

When I was a kid, I had a myriad of dreams.

-Fashion Designer, but I can't draw or sketch.
-Cop
-Singer, even though I can't sing worth shit.
-Actress, even though I 'm scared to speak in front of a large audience.
-Journalist. Well, I love writing, but I do not travel. Scared of planes.

Then of course, that all got derailed.

I never really gave it much thought after I started popping out the kids like a Pez dispenser.

Now I am getting ready to turn 34 and not sure who I am or where I'm going.

I am a mother.

I am a wife.

But who exactly am I?

I don't really know anymore.

I recently enrolled in an online college to learn medical transcription. It is something I have been interested in. Now I learn that my college may suck. Big Time. Now I am stuck.

What do I enjoy doing?

If only I could get paid to watch TV or to read.

I know I enjoy writing. My grammar, spelling and punctuation is not the best. Thank goodness for spell-check. I know I could not make a lot of money at something like this.

So, I guess when I grow up I would like to be ME. If only I could figure out who I am.