So Damned Hard

Sometimes it all just seems too hard.

Too hard to get up in the mornings.

Too hard to go to sleep.

Too hard to deal with everything.

Too hard to feel,

to cry,

to laugh.

Too hard to stay sane.

Too hard to have hope,

to have dreams.

Too hard to be a mom...

a wife.

Too hard to be me.

Too hard to live,

to love,

to hate.

Too hard to feel pain.

To hard to feel happiness.

Too hard to not feel anything.

Too hard to just BE...

Why does it all have to be so damned hard all of the time?